God is always with us.
this is a tale of heartbreak, chick-fil-a, and best of all, hope…
Today is December 1st - the start of the last new month of 2021. Firsts of the months are always full of reflection, but even a little more so today. December means the end of a lot, but also signals the close arrival of a brand new year. 2021 was a mixed up year, maybe even more so for me than 2020 was - there was a lot of joy and a lot of pain. Either way, each moment has brought its lessons.
This morning when I awoke, the first thing that December brought to mind was sadness. Many of you know that I lost my very close friend, John, over the summer, and December was a big month for him - his birthday, his favorite holiday, countless memories shared between us happened in December. There was a cloud over me, reminding me of everything that I won’t get to share with him this year, or any other one for that matter. On top of that, finals are coming soon and my schedule is filled to the brim - it’s just been one of those weeks. It’s completely normal to have these kinds of feelings, and I just try my best to stay positive and keep things on track. Chick-Fil-A was one of John’s favorites, and I just needed a little extra piece of him with me today, so I went there for lunch. After waiting in line, I made it to the front, and pondered my order as the guy in front of me ordered. I was honestly kind of out of it - until something so special happened. If you’ve ever been to Chick-Fil-A, the first thing they ask you is your name and what can they get started for you. Once these words came out of the cashier’s mouth, the guy in front of me replied, “My name is John.” I just about broke down in tears in the line - but not tears of sadness, tears of joy. You may be thinking big deal Sofia, John is a common name, but to be there, at that place, at that time, thinking about someone who I miss so much, that moment can be explained only by God. For me, there is no such thing as a coincidence, only divine interaction. I instantly felt this wave of peace rush over me, and I was reminded that even in the times that I feel so lonely, God is always there to extend His loving hand, and my friend still looks out for me each and every day. Normally, I wouldn’t share such a personal moment like this on here with all of you, but if there is just one person out there who needs some extra hope, then that makes this all worth it. Now, I sit on campus, listening to one of John’s favorite songs, writing this post, praying for anyone who may be struggling. If you’re looking for a sign, this is it. God is with you.
“Your promise still stands
Great is Your faithfulness, faithfulness
I'm still in Your hands
This is my confidence
You've never failed me yet”
- Do It Again, Elevation Worship
